Today was quite a sad/bad day for me :(
The story goes like this
I was slpeeing.Then my father woke me up by his shouting voice
Gosh,you dun't even want to imagine how's he shouted
It's indiscripable :(
he shouted at me bcause one of my cats wooowoo at the new carpet
then i was doing everything slowy but correcly..
Then he went mad at me and threw his slipper slightly close to my face
He was shouteing all the wayy
My neighbours overheard the conversation :((
He ask me to sit infront of him..He told me
That if i want to get out of the house i can go pack my back..
Its sounds like his throwing me out..
He says he hate his life
i criedcried and cried until my eyes was red
i really don't understand him..
AM I SUPPOSE TO LEAVE THE FAMILY?
this lie underneath my eyes,
your just a leaf meant to fall.
a memory gone and never coming back home.
i'd chase you back then but ill never win so this time is hopeless
i might as well just let you laythere.
you were the fire that made the truth so clear.
one touch and we were goneinto a river turning into an ocean.
it just felt so right.chaotic noises,
into deep.and now im the only one helping me breathe.
this table was our barrier,you carried savages underneath
your armand as magic wore out,
a microscope could never find your heart.
